LIFE DURING THE END OF LOVE

How it went- Him-Please tell me you DON'T love me, Her-I DONT LOVE YOU, HIM-PLEASE SAY IT AGAIN HER-I DONT LOVE YOU ............ HIM-ONE MORE TIME PLEASE HER-I DONT LOVE YOU

(I GUESS NOMATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU HEAR IT, IT STILL FEELS SURREAL, ITS PROBABLY ONE OF THR MOST CAPTIVATING AND MEMORABLE MOMENTS YOU WILL EVER EXPERIENCE )

(His mind)- I dream with you, I carry you within me in all that I do in MY heart in my step in all that I am, you are with me always.Im just hurt that my best friend....my everything,is gone And im not trying to ask for you back its just that im hurt.that my other half, my SOUL MATE . DOESN'T love me back..

(Her Mind) I wish he would just move on. Poor guy,but im just not feeling IT anymore.

I wish I could tell you one of the most painful things about the end of love ,is your love actually telling you in your face she doesn't love you but I would be wrong"its close but not accurate "

-Cohabitation and its kinks.

I would have to say its the moment you watch her initiate her routine for a night out on the town.Shower,hair ,makeup.And she chooses to wear her most tightest and revealing dress, that you and only you would peel off at the end of the night because she was yours.The horror fantasies/scenarios you played out for yourself on how she would give herself to another undeserving crooked soul.and the shock and harsh reality anounces itself as the secret recipient makes a cameo on the phone and makes her giggle.and she humming her favorite songs to herself as the front door slams swallowing the lingering whirlwind of your favorite perfume.......

There that moment will haunt you and create the sick tussle between your organs as they all panic for relief as if being suffocated.

I will continue to document my feelings as I progress through this time of turmoil in my life,If any of you other curious tortured individuals have any similar feelings let me know in the comments lets explore this curiously painfull aspect of our lives.does it grow into something else?,can it be conquered? Does it eventually quiet itself and backs up into the dark shadows of the mind? Let us see....