Still not into holiday festivities, but improving

My dad died August 2017, almost a year and a half ago. Last year I didn’t have the emotional energy to put towards holidays at all. I don’t even remember the holidays. This year, I still can’t quite muster the energy to get into the holidays. But what’s different is that my interest in celebrating is back. I’m interested in creating new memories in the future, before I have kids and when I have my own kids. So... I feel like that’s progress. Love to you all this holiday season xoxo