Am I unlucky?

I don't mean to complain, but pretty much every game is either getting steamrolled (with me on top), or steamrolling. It isn't fun anymore to do either. I don't like getting steamrolled when I am at the top of my team, and going positive when everyone else is doing nothing. I don't want to play PvP, and can't always play with my friends due to how our hours work. It just makes me mad that Pvp has devolved into this. Along with this I have been constantly spawn killed, or had someone spawn behind me.