Day 2 Foul Ball

Last night this chick, I went out with one time messaged me to go to a rave. I went home changed and went to central London to study before meeting her. I messaged her at 1:30am no one response. She never messaged me.

I am on this tinder, it’s so frustrating. I messaged one chick I matched with on Fri, she fucking deleted me. My line was ‘I like you name, where is it from? No matches since. I try to swipe in central London as there are more tourists who should be more receptive than stuck up English girls.

I booked to see a concert for New Years with a high school freind. In the past, he has crashed in my hotel room and has never offered to return the favor so he doesn’t know I have a hotel room. I was telling a freind and all of a sudden he want a to stay in my hotel room. I evaded him by picking a new room and asking him to split the price thank god he said no. People just cannot understand that the only peoples I want to share a room with is a chick I am hooking up with. I like my personal space especially if I am in NYC.

I tried to return an alarm clock today. It’s faulty, I have the box but I lost the receipt. The asshole at John Lewis would not take it back. I have been living in London for 5 years. I cannot understand why British customer service feels like they do not care for your business while American customer service will kill themselves to keep you as a customer. It drives me mad.

I brought a suit 4 months ago cost me 300 pounds. Moths fucking put holes in the jacket. I went to 2 branches they apparently do not have in stock anymore and told me to fuck off in not so many words. I had a similar issue 2 years ago with the same company, the fourth branch I tried had one in the back and just exchanged it. I have to decide if I want to play musical chairs with my suit jacket. Nothing happened to my shitty Zara jacket but the expensive one get eaten by moths, WTF.

I have to study for the LSAT. I am still trying to find study spots. It’s tough when you are working and not a student. I miss those days where you could just camp out in the university library till the project gets done. Now I am playing musical chairs with study locations.

Today I was obsessing over getting a happy ending massage + face sitting. I tried one location, the massage was kosher. The girl was a sexy brunette polish chick. I tried another spot and I got this barely legal Asian chick. It wasn’t sexy because she wasn’t into it, she wasn’t exactly my type and she smelt (you would expect masseurs to shower between clients). The next time I aim to do something like this would be in Hong Kong end of Feb. It is much more available, cheaper, the girls are better looking and the service is top notch.

My only other sexual outlet is fetish clubs but I can’t go to the same clubs in the same locations, it loses it excitement. I need to find close friends to go with or carefully select new venues which I am excited to be there rather than just there to find girls to play with.

On a side note it’s hard to meet people on the scene as kinky social events are so boring. There is this unspoken british social rule in fetish (non kinky events) you can’t ask about fetish preferences which kind of defeats the purpose of finding play partners and making friends.

I am going to New York in 3 days, I cannot wait for the plane to take off.