Today’s been a weird day and I spent most of it in bed

It’s been a really no motivation day. Like I got out of bed around 11-12 to write some papers and i just can’t I’m not interested in the topic and I don’t have a clue what to even write about so I think I’m just not going to - I need to half ass the final so I guarantee passing the class with like a 70+ so it’s not big deal I guess it’s just garbage not being able to do it or me just being to stupid lazy to do it The weather is really comfy and so are these blankets(it’s been raining and windy all day so just a nice grey environment and it got dark really early today) I just wish I had somebody to share it with ya know? Like it doesn’t have to be a partner or whatever but I just feel really alone and need somebody else’s body warmth every once in awhile

I’ve been listening to that sad song playlist I made and that’s not helping lmao like I’m aware of what I’m doing that prevents me from doing what I have to but it’s I’m just so stuck being a moody piece of shit who just wants to cry and listen to rain all day