Did I deserve it?

I made plans to hook up with a married man. When I got to his house I was so anxious and immediately knew I made a bad decision. He noticed I was shaking and said we didn't have to do anything. So that made me feel better. Until he pushed me onto the bed and took my clothes off. I felt so violated, but did I deserve it? Was I asking for it? Am I a terrible person? I know it's my own stupid fault. It's been a year and I'm still beating myself up about it.