Smoked 50x extract on the peak of 500ug LSD.

I was bitchslapped by the Goddess. She literally took my head in her hands, held back a hand, and slapped the everloving soul out of me.

I because a flesh-colored office worker in an office with millions of cubicles, and then I was pulled back from my desk like wheat on a farm being reaped. I realized that I was an incredibly small part of an atom that made up a hand. That hand was slapping a face. I was the action of that slap. The million little me’s that composed the hand were all moving in conjunction to slap myself; I became the slap. I didn’t remember smoking, and I thought my physical body was a literal corpse and that I was on the ground in a crime scene with police officers.

This was my first breakthrough and my first ego death. It was a truly horrifying experience. The Salvia Goddess has humbled me.