I smoked 50x Salvia extract on the peak of a 500ug LSD trip.

I was bitchslapped. The Salvia literally took my head in her hands, held back a hand, and slapped the everloving soul out of me.

I because a flesh-colored office worker in an office with millions of cubicles, and then I was pulled back from my desk like wheat on a farm being reaped. I realized that I was an incredibly small part of an atom that made up a hand. That hand was slapping a face. I was the action of that slap. The million little me’s that composed the hand were all moving in conjunction to slap myself; I became the slap. I didn’t remember smoking, and I thought my physical body was a literal corpse and that I was on the ground in a crime scene with police officers. I was so afraid that I had fucked up and broken myself, and I saw my family trying to reach my dead corpse.

I was slapped so hard that it killed me.

This was my first breakthrough and my first ego death. It was a truly horrifying experience. I am never combining these two drugs again.

Edit: Thank you everyone for helping me cope with this experience. Integrating it is going to be hard, but it’ll be a little easier after reading all of your kind words.