Weird dream ...

I was looking for a seat on some bleachers, presumably at a sporting event of some kind or something like that. I had the feeling that I was in "public", but I wasn't directly aware of any individuals. I got a feeling, which I sometimes get in my dreams, that a small group of individuals had "popped" into my dream space. When this happens, they seem to have a special status of not being "part" of the dream, but visiting my dreamspace from outside.

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So, they were sitting on these bleachers in a row, and I was going up the rows/stairs past them, looking for a spot, and one of the people gets my attention, and says very politely "You can sit next to me, if you'd like. I'd like you to, I mean, if you don't mind."

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So I look at her, and she's very attractive, seems well-meaning and genuine, so I agree. I remind myself that I rarely find anyone who has any interest in me, who I'm able to connect with, so I should take advantage of this opportunity. It doesn't hurt that she's cute.

So, she and her friends are sitting in a really tight configuration on this bleacher, and it takes a lot of shuffling around for me to be able to squeeze in next to her, but everyone's really nice about it, just minding their own business, patiently shifting around so I can sit right up against her.

Then we put our arms around each other and turn towards each other so we can talk, and of course this is very intimate, but in the dream space the feeling of intimacy is magnified, because we don't actually have bodies, so there are no body parts to get in the way. It feels almost like her consciousness is holding mine the way a mother holds an infant. We're utterly face to face on a spiritual level.

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And she says "So, I heard you like to masturbate ..." with the slightest possible tinge of quizzical disappointment in her voice. This is a massive understatement. Since I'm in the headspace that this person is a visitor to my dream and not a part of my dream, I ask her how she knows about that. She explains to me that everything I've done in my life is essentially public information throughout the cosmos, since all physical events have eternal reverberations that anyone on the higher planes can easily access. I was very embarrassed.

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Then I woke up.