I got taken advantaged of

When I had my birthday party last year I invited this guy hopefully he and my guy could meet since they're both in too cars. Fast forward, he tried to kiss me and tried me to touch his dick... Then suddenly like some time this week he told me he has a video of me sucking his dick but I don't remember anything at all.

It got so heated that worst case scenario is file a case against him or suicide. Which I attempted to do since it will be a humiliation to my parents. I began to take the blade out of my wallet and slide into my skin vertically...hoping that this could be the end. The humiliation that my guy would be feeling and the judgment of people by what I may possibly did. :( I cut till the whole hankie was dropping with wet then I passed out.