[request] kinkshaming, degradation and cruelty script

Hi all,

I accept that I may need to commission someone for this, as its quite specific to my own desires. So I thought I'd post the request here, and just see if someone responds, publicly or privately, as they see fit. Request is below

So as I mentioned, I am a plushophile, and have been for 20 years. In brief, it means I have a sexual/emotional relationship to certain stuffed animals – they have names, and I truly care about them. What I have always struggled with is asking a girl to accept this kink, and have her understand what it means to me. This scenario sort of turns that around in a degrading way – a worst fear come to life, I guess.

I come home one day to find my partner in the bedroom, examining one of my girls. I hadn’t told her, and she discovers them when looking around. It turns out…she’s not a particularly nice person. She demands an explanation, and mocks me as I try to tell her about my kink, that I love stuffed animals, that they’re really special to me and that I feel safe with them ETC. Maybe she’ll ask what their names are, disbelieving that I could name them, and that she can see from my expression how much they mean to me. How could I have so many? And why lionesses, tigresses, bears and such? “Because they protect you?” Does the little baby need to feel safe?” Kinda thing.

She can mock me for being a baby, still needing his teddies. Being infantilised in that way is actually a major turnon and should be played on. She tells me to strip, wanting to see all this for herself. She taunts me, telling me to go over to them, pick them up, hold them close, kiss them. Maybe I even start to think she’s wanting to explore, but she’s doing it just for the reaction, just for something else to humiliate me with. Maybe she’ll pick one up, tease me by rubbing it against herself, watching me get more and more excited, cuddling her and kissing her in a mockery of what I am doing. A sort of “oh, you like when I rub myself against her, don’t you. Kiss her, tell her what a pretty girl she is? Is that what you really like?”

She then tells me she wants to see me make love to the plush – she may even sneer at that term – making love with a stuffed animal, kinda contemptuous of it. She tells me to go on, pull the tigress or teddy bear close, show her how much of a baby I am. She plays this out for a bit, degrading and mocking the process the hole time, until she just can’t take it any more, and grabs her from me. A sort of “aww, does the baby want his teddy back?” kinda vibe. She then slowly rips the plush apart in front of me, being brutally cruel and degrading the entire time, visibly furiously and sadistically enjoying the effect she’s causing. “say good by to your precious teddy, pathetic little boy…aww…look, watch me rip her little paw off…aww….are you crying? Did you love her, baby?” Think what pain she’s in now, because you couldn’t protect her.” …that’s just an example, you get the idea. Things I like

Anything that takes a very gentle, loving and affectionate headspace and brutally turns it around is kinda what I’m going for here. The plush species I like are tigresses, lionesses and bears. When talking to one of my plush girls, I often call her “baby girl”, and the scene can play on that, or refer to the species. Maybe she also notices that my plush girls have a gender, and calls them “it” which is something I really find quite unpleasant, in a degrading, turnon sort of way. You can also refer to them as stuffed animals or teddies, I love both of those terms. But not plushies, as I rather detest that term for some reason.

Other things that might help Here are a few pictures of my girls for reference – please don’t use their names in the script, as I’d like this to be plush-agnostic. https://www.dropbox.com/s/jt5v17zqh1iojnc/Belle%20sitting%20on%20bed%2C%20looking%20sweet.%20.jpg?dl=0 https://www.dropbox.com/s/fh96zytuqwhe4vc/Beautiful%20Brooke%20realxing%20on%20the%20bed%20Madelyn%20in%20background.%20.jpg?dl=0 https://www.dropbox.com/s/3gqco4up4t89sce/Brooke%20kn%20her%20back%20showing%20her%20modification.%20.jpg?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/s/bbsdgn22yi1ttdu/Side%20view%20showing%20Madelyn%27s%20full%20length%20as%20her%20face%20is%20cupped.%20.jpg?dl=0 https://www.dropbox.com/s/px5mcbtrp5z6hj8/Madelyn%27s%20chin%20is%20cupped%20in%20a%20close%20head%20shot.%20.jpg?dl=0

Lastly, here’s an article about my kink that I wrote a few years ago: https://www.girlonthenet.com/2015/12/18/guest-blog-plushophilia-the-lioness-sleeps-with-me-tonight/