Are there any subs for woman /mom alcoholics?

I've been drinking hard for 15 years and I'm 34 now with small kids (2&4) and recently have been experiencing depression. It has made my drinking worse and I'm looking for advice or other moms of young children experiencing the same thing. My drinking is starting to get in the way of everything. I've been declining things on the weekend because I know I'll be hungover or drunk.