I have a fetish that I wish not to have.

So for a long time now, I’ve had this fetish for girls who gain weight. I believe it’s called feederism? You may or may not have heard about it, but unfortunately that is what I’m into. I have no clue why I am. I know it’s not healthy for people to do that. I know it’s also pretty weird to be attracted to that. Anyways, I would prefer not to have this fetish. Just talking about it on here helps a little. It used to be a lot worse. I’ve been able to stop myself, but lately it’s been hitting me. I just wanna be done with the whole thing.