Saw his old reliable supply.

This lady has very very low self esteem. I think that's why she overlooks everything he does. She's desperate for companionship. It's kind of sad. She doesn't question him. But...neither did I. For different reasons.

I don't know why I saw her where I did. It was somewhere she shouldn't be. She specifically found me there. So I think he made up some story to get her to come spy on me and see what I'm doing and if I'm happy. There was no reason for her to be there at all, and she was talking on the phone to him when she made eye cpntact with me. How pathetic is that?

He was lying to me and to her... She still doesn't realize it. She thinks he has been victimized by everyone in his life.

I do feel bad for her. Kind of. She has had a hard time in life and really needs him to be real. But he can never be. He will always be an abusive, manipulative scum bag. But I know that she has to learn this for herself. And like I reached out to the one before me, I'm sure eventually she will reach out to me. Because I know what he did to me. And I know he will do it to her. He's done it to everyone. When I reached out to his ex after he tried to kill me she said he tried to kill her and her daughter. That's why she left. His excuse is always "I was having a panic attack". So that makes you tell me you are going to cut my body into 75 pieces and dump it outside of a town 20 miles away? Get away from me, psychopath.