26 [m4f] UK south of England

I'm 26years old, living in England, straight white guy (serbian-scottish), english accent, currently working as a chemist. I am 6ft, 68kg and a 6-7/10 attractive from what some friends have called me (i have some acne and scars i'm trying to fix. I am physically healthy. My best feature I think are my blue eyes, have brown hair too and I'm unlikely to ever bald!

I live in an isolated rural environment which makes it difficult for me to meet anybody special. I love nature, music (metal,rock, grunge, neofolk,electro), movies (favourite film drive/2011) , hiking, gaming, reading (especially history and philosophy) and having meals (want to become a better cook too). I've been single almost my whole life (i was attacked by my first girlfriend and never trusted to have one since). I have had depression for 9 years. I don't believe any other mental illnesses affect me, I don't have anxiety but I find meeting lots of people draining so perhaps introverted to a degree. I have a cynical outlook on life as a result to my struggles, but at least it's given me a good sense of humour.

Depression is not something I can't work my way out of, with the right person. I know that if I had a girlfriend I would be a lot happier and love her, I'd like for them to feel the same with me. It matters to me that I find someone empathetic and
honest. I am certainly capable of affectation. People that know me call me kind and caring, although I am not some pushover either. I think my social skills are normal(ish)? Feel free to DM me with questions or anything, I don't write these all that often. I am not judgmental and welcome anybody that is interested. Hope to hear from you.