Once more observation today (caffeine and reading).

I've seen that caffeine makes me narrow-minded in some ways and superficial in terms of reading. Like I read some book, but don't feel the deep levels of understandable information. For example, today I was reading admonitions of the holy fathers (correct me, if I used this wrong) and saw, that sometimes I couldn't feel the depths of their thoughts, like you read in a hurry, taking notes in short or something like that. I assume, that I cannot fully remember it, but some parts. While without caffeine I experienced that it is not hard to recollect it from my memory. Like if I read on caffeine, I don't use full potential, but use my potential partially, restricted by caffeine. I wonder, what if the web, made by the spider in that study also works in the human situation, but instead of the spider's web — the human's life? Imagine, if life becomes so distorted by caffeine, like the spider's web. If it is entirely so, we are living not in our full potential. Something like that.