Another Log: Friends

My suppose to be routine log before I decide to kms, in near future.

It is sad to look at my friends in the recent years. Everyone is improving, getting their shit together, moving to overseas, life works that way. Whilst me, not even gonna start conversation about this topic. I have ideas writing last letter to some friends, to show how grateful I am for having them especially during my hard(est) time. However, in the other side, I don't think that's necessary to do. They will keep going with their life anyway, me only a swirl of dust floating in the air.

I am tired to lay my happiness on my friend's back. You cannot depend on them so much people say. I push myself to seek happiness purely from my own self, be independent, yet I discover unending loneliness down the cliff.