F4F Violent iR fantasies ( Looking for a balck woman)

I'm Em. Pretty normal college psych student. Ive been with the same guy since high school and ( 5 years) and I really love him but Recently Ive been having... dark fantasies about dark people. (hehe that took like 20 minutes to come up with.)

Ive been really into black men and women fantasies, cuckolding, and lots of other stuff. Mostly I want to talk to someone else who's into it ( Black girls, and women over 35 take precedence) so I can vent and maybe get some stuff off my chest? I dunno. this isn't very well thought out.

Recently my fantasies have been getting weirder. Stuff like torture, pain, betrayal, whipping.. and more. Id really love to chat with someone whos fantasies align. Looking for another woman right now. I dont feel comfortable enough talking about it with a guy. Sorry boys.

THe longer I'm into this the more weird and violent and crule my fantasies are becoming.. Im starting to kinda scare myself.. in a good way. :P

I wanna talk about fantasies and chill? Looking for like a kink mentor? if that makes sense. Idk. Hit me up :)