today relapse saved my penis!

Day before yesterday, I did something wrong while masturbating. So my penis was swollen. I didn't masturbated yesterday and applied a skin cream which i trust the most and may be it did worked. There was no pain btw. Today i was horny and went to porn site and started the dark business again. Suddenly i realized one vein of my penis was hard as solid as if blood was clogging something. So i masturbated gently today. And guess what, it unclogged the vein. So today relapse turned out to be a good thing for me for the first time. You must be wondering why i am sharing this. That's because relapse was also the main reason which is why i risked an injury on my penis. So please stop masturbating at least.