Need Some Help

I'm done trying to figure it by myself. All of this is going to sound weird but I do really appreciate any help that can make sense of this. I've had sleep paralysis problems perhaps every two months. Now I've had my bed shaken, my head feel like all its energy is being sucked out, and some creepy voice whisper in my ear. Today I decided to visit this subreddit.

It's as if every time I go on the dark side of the Internet, sleep paralysis happens and it follows the same pattern. After I browse the internet because curiosity always gets the better of me every month or so, I go to sleep, pray I don't have my brain fucked up, and then it happens.

I'm not sure whether it's just the mere thought of it, but there's a full 2 seconds where I realize I'm about to enter sleep paralysis and a feeling of sheer dread, as if it was impossible to stop the brain fuckery that is soon to come. It's like a lightbulb, because when it starts my brain seems to whir and all of a sudden feel like it's riding the Kingda Ka, often like my brain is being sucked out into thin air. No idea how else to explain it.

This time today though, my brain and my body started to spin. I went to Luna Park with all the spinning rides before, except this time my brain felt pressured. I would have been frightened but this has happened often enough for me that I just waited it out.

Now is there something paranormal going on or my brain doing weird things? Because I seem to only have sleep paralysis when I come here... maybe it's my dark thoughts that activate them? I appreciate you reading this.