do you really badly wanna be a girl but can't be one because you can't and there is no way to

Newsflash you can be a girl, this is for the uninformed. If you strongly wanna be a girl, your trans gender, and there is nothing wrong with that.

You can look like, be like, act like, be looked at, talked to, and seen as a girl. same goes for the other way around, always remember your loved.