I feel like someone shot my horse and I don't even have it yet.

I bounded out of my car upon returning home from work about 20 minutes ago, expecting to find RDR waiting at my doorstep (ordered from Amazon with release-date delivery). I saw the FedEx door tag from across the street, and was hit with a wave of dread. I reached the door and read the ominous words "Unable to deliver due to security reasons/restrictions," and "Pick up only after 6 o'clock (Pacific)." I am sad.