I'm really not looking forward to going on an almost 9 hour flight by myself next week...

So I am going to Paris and London for vacation next Friday in my first time outside of North America. I am looking forward to it, but I'm dreading the flight. Mainly because I'll be alone for the entire trip before landing in Paris and meeting up with my cousin.

This isn't my first time flying solo, but this will not only be the longest flight of myself so far, but also my longest solo flight (I've only flown solo twice before, a really short round trip between Chicago and St. Louis) . I'm dreading it because I feel like I'm gonna be hella lonely during the flight. Unlike many people my age who go on these fun trips, I don't have a single friend or a girlfriend to travel with. I will be sitting next to a complete stranger. I won't have anyone to talk to. And if, by some extremely small chance, the plane goes down and crashes? Well I'll be dying alone, too. With no friends or family. I bet dying in a plane crash by yourself sucks massive dick, with no friends, family, loved ones to spend your last moments with.

Unless by some miracle the stranger I sit next to becomes someones my friend, or if it's a girl she becomes a relationship after we talk for hours on the plane or something, it's gonna suck. My experience more than likely won't be like that fat Filipino kid in Spiderman: Far From Home who ends up getting a Stacy gf on the school trip flight to Venice lol