i will see you all in hell

i drench my hands in the blood of my comrades, those who believed in me, those who trusted me. i traded them all for a taste of what could have been. anime. i can't shy away from the flame, i must turn into it, and burn my hands once again. the price is great, yet i shall pay it. so to miyazaki, i pray. may i elude the cold grips of the FBI as i descend into the depths of degeneracy