I feel like I am incapable of fitting in with anyone.

Officially, I'm an Aspie which I'm fine with, but in reality I'm only a little bit aspie, because of this I don't feel like I share any traits other aspies can find relatable. At the same time I am still too autistic to be able to fit in with NT so instead I'm just that fucking weirdo who nobody can understand...

Call it selfish but I wish I was more autistic just so I can have a clear answer on myself for once in my fucking life...rather than always being half done with everything I am and do.