I am the hottest creep

Not the creepy cute shit- BUT FUCK I JUST LIKE HIM SO MUCH AND BOYS MAKE ME ANXIOUS SO I STOLE A SHIRT FROM HIS ROOM, ZIPLOCK BAGGED IT AND HAVE BEEN SNIFFING IT ALL DAY. Also he thinks I’m weird in general because I laugh at literally everything he says, I asked him if we were cool and he said “Sure” like wtf does THAT EVEN MEAN. Also he unfriended me on Facebook. So well. FUUUUUCK. I JUST. I just GET SO NERVOUS AROUND PEOPLE I LIKE AND COME OFF SO CREEPY. What is wrong with me.

I am a nervous weird wreck that cannot control myself around things that I actually like, but unless I learn how to control myself I know I’ll never get closer to any of the things I actually like- especially people. THE PARADOX. URGH.

Going back to sniffing his shirt. Also I zip locked my clothes I wore that day because it smells like the day we spent together.

I’m a fucking decent looking female. Why do I have to be so awkward.