Something Worth Watching

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sz4YqwH_6D0

Okay, so it isn't about writing specifically, but this video just kicked me straight in the stomach. I've just moved to bangkok (like, within the last week) to work and save for the next few years, and I've had a hell of a time working through my anxiety enough to get my levels of productivity up to where I know they can be.

Hell, for the first three days I anxiety-slept 18 hours a day. For three days straight. It's no way to live.

The next day I at least made it to my coworking space, set my stuff up, and worked for a half hour. In the mental context that I'm in, that was a major victory.

But hot diggity dog on a log, that video was the kick in my pants I needed. Fuck anxiety, ya boi is popping one of those thai red bulls and buckling the fuck down.

So anyway, watching it helped me. Maybe it will help you. I know I can be a bit smarmy on this forum, but for real I don't know where I would be without all'a'y'all.

<3

EDIT: also if anybody else is chilling in bangkok, feel free to shoot me a pm. I'm working at naplab most days