I don't know what to do with myself.

I probably should post this in SuicideWatch, but I need advice.

I'm a musician/composer. My only purpose in life really is to try to share my music with people. I'm not currently looking to make money off my music although it would be nice to live doing what I love.

I don't know how to share my music with the world. I have a website Alphadeus.com where I share my music for free but I don't know how to promote it. I've posted a few times in Reddit's music section but very little came out of it (a few people were kind enough to purchase one of my tracks which I absolutely appreciate).

I need help. Things are not going well on my end. I'm working part-time at a job that is killing my already bad back. If I lose the job I pretty much lose everything. I'm going to get kicked out of the house (I live with my girlfriend, her mother and sister) and have no where to go. My parents are long deceased. I have $30 to my name and I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm just writing this for advice on how to properly promote my music without feeling even more socially shunned. I have Asperger's Syndrome (officially diagnosed) and it's hard to make and maintain friendships as it is. I feel like I'm falling through the cracks and the only way to stop it is to kill myself. It's the only thing that makes sense. I don't know what else to do. I'm afraid to go outside because we recently moved and I don't know where the hell I am. I wouldn't know where to go anyway.

I don't know what to do. The only thing I can think of is to keep crying for help. I'm sorry if I wasted your time.