21 male looking for a kind girl to get to know (SCNORCAL)

just want to get back into the game of life a bit.. i haven't gotten laid in like 5 years let alone been able to talk to any women i find attractive i just want to talk to someone and see where shit goes nothing special i don't really expect that id be able to find anything novel online and i doubt any decent girl out there would be into a lonely depressed fuck like me but i might as well try.