I wish I was 20 so I could stop being such an awkward teenager

I just wanted to eat a little pizza with my friends. Why was the "entrance" actually just a door acting as a giant window? I should've known better since there were no handles on the outside, but there were handles on the inside and no other obvious signs of the real entrance. Why did the inside have to be a bar/pub? As soon as I found my way inside, I immediately see people getting their alcohol on. Wrong place? Got tricked? Wrong place? Got tricked?

Couldn't be wrong place. The sign matches where I was told to go. Okay, so I was tricked? Well then, fuck me. Or maybe there was actually a restaurant in the back or something. I didn't have a chance to see because I was too embarrassed. In that most probable case, it's my fault.

It's also my fault for yelling at you, Friend 1, when you called to see why I wasn't there. I was just so angry because I just wanted to eat a little pizza without any hassle. I'm also sorry for calling you back after hanging up on you, then hanging up again. I know you meant well when you asked, "What the heck do you mean you mean by 'you don't know how to get in?'" But still. It hurt.

Please don't comment, I just needed this very trivial affair off my chest.