I just found out the woman I fell for is married. Does anyone hate this feeling as much as I do?

Let's just say I fell for her hard. She is super-friendly to me, which doesn't help. I wish she would say something really mean so that I could find a reason to hate her.

Anyway, I did some checking up on her, and it turns out she is married. She would have been way out of my league anyway, but this just confirms that there is no hope. I feel so heartbroken. I don't even want to see her again, but I know I will have to because of what we do for a living.

I am not the kind of person who meets new people easily, so I really thought I had found someone special. Now I just want to cry.... Does anyone have any suggestions, other than more Minecraft?