There is no tomorrow

Years ago, I said tomorrow. Yesterday, I said tomorrow. Today, I say tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes, there is only today. You can not fix your problems tomorrow, fix them today. Do the right thing now.

FAIL

You only lasted 2 days

You relapsed in the bathroom stalls twice within an hour, and only an hour before exams, you only studied for literally less than 20 minutes total today, when you came to school to study 8 hours prior to the exam, you were just on youtube stalking hot girls and other peoples relationships for hours, you dont need to repeatedly watch a paparrazi footage video of an 18 year old super model sign autographs and go to the airport, you don't need to pay attention to celeb relationships. Shit doesnt concern you.

You woke up 2 hours later than you wanted to. Also you look and feel like shit. You did not dress well etc.

It was not worth it, nothing but misery and regret after, it took the soul out of you. Plus for lunch you wasted your money buying chicken, chips and soda, and then after you bought a huge yougurt when you were not even hungry, you can't afford it and you don't deserve it. You spent 2 days worth (4 meals) on just lunch.

Then you got home and binged hella. 3-4 times. Now it is 2:37am and you have not slept because of your preoccupation of pmo. There are no signs you will stop.

Then the next day you woke up super late, did not work hard on the things you wanted to accomplish. You wasted time on Youtube. Also you did not even shower or put on clean clothes, same underwear, socks, pants etc. You did not even put on deodorant or even brush your teeth. Your shoes and pants are literally dirty, browning on both. Your socks are wet. Your a mess.

Your underwear is dirty brown with poop stains.

You pmo'd in the school stalls again.

You have been at school from 9:30 and now it is 4:45. You have not done any work, just YouTube and YouTube for hours. Then at home you pmo'd yo spanking porn...disgusting. almost as bad as the beastility you used to pmo to.

This semester was awful, a full 3 months where you didn't honor any of your promises. It was all a quick blur due to brain fog. In fact, the last 7 years are a blur.

This whole semester you legitimately did not get anything done. You literally never did any serious studying, and your passive studying before exams totaled less than 12ish hours including midterm and final. You legit never did an assignment on time. In fact, right nowvytou are still working on assignments that you will turn in even though it is after exams. You did not study a lick of Swahili. You did not gym, your eeak and skinny as shit now. All you did was procrasinste, pmo and YouTube.

In the last 24 hours you have pmo'd 4-5 times, you feel disgusted. It is 11:07am and you are still in bed, smelling like cum and your pants are at your knees. You have a project that you need to finish. This poisonous cycle is never ending.

**Yiu just pmo'd in the school stalks, once again. When you were supposed to be getting work done. You have not done a single thing all day.**MN

Then you continued to pmo into oblivion.

Your eyes and head ache.

Your brain feels empty and you feel so dumb. Your IQ has declined a lot over these last 7 years. You have no mental clarity or sharpness, you are brain dead.

Last night and this morning you have been fapping into oblivion. It is now 2:16pm and you are still in bed. You and your room stink, the towels are drenched in cum. Your a mad man, your an animal.

You got up, but that's it. You dud not do the assignment you were trying to finish up on,pushing things further back. It is 4:07 and pmo'd and ypu are about to again. It is 4:55 you just got done pmoing again. You are unhappy and depressed. Pmo only hurts you snd takes you down the wrong path. And then you pmo'd again at 6:56pm. And then again at 8:30pm.

Within the last 24 hours you have done it at the very very least 7 times, but probably more. It's a scary cycle that never ever ends.

Then the next morning @12:21pm.