Birthday...

Today is my birthday.I have always been afraid of this day to come after my ex broke off with me 7 months ago.I didnt contact her anymore after we broke up but she did a few times.

She wished me happy birthday but it didnt felt happy to me.I Obviously learnt to live without her and is no longer in tremendous heartache .But today it was painful.This is the first year i havent spend my birthday with her since 5 years ago.She always made me feel special on this very day every year and this year i just feel lost and alone.This is the first time i wish the day didnt come because of all the memories this day carried for me

I havent post on this thread for a very long time and i want to say that it does get better.Time will heal wounds.I hope you guys stay strong.Sorry for the format because im currently using my phone.