Day 59

Yesterday I had so far the strongest urges till I began this challenge. I finished No Nut November, but I'm not happy with it. I edged for three hours and it was to close. After almost two months I didn't think, it could hit me so hard. This morning I wrote in my journal and discovered the ugly truth about it. A little to much time on Instagram, the daily hours online were getting longer and longer. I disabled even my app locker, not realizing how close to relapsing I was. I told myself lies. I did it to hunt down Christmas presents, but I actually edged. So be careful in Don't Dick Dezember.