Quick backstory, and brief overview of me.

Hi, my name is sorrow, I am 15. I am a medium, tough I am inexperienced. I have seen, heard, felt, even smelled or tasted, things others dont. I have always been this way, it runs in both sides of my family, (more on that later).

I have been a victim of severe sexual, physical, verbal, and emotional abuse and trauma. It was by my stepdad, who is all over the internet, if you could please check that out, and I now live with my moms mom, 2/3 states away. (More on why later) my stepdads name is Garrett Ashley Luttrell, of butler Pennsylvania, which is like, 45 minutes north of Pittsburgh, with 0 traffic, realistically it's more like an hour but still.

I grew up in Butler city, which is in Butler county, which is in northwestern Pennsylvania. I was born and raised. My mother is Nicole Christine Luttrell, also of Butler PA. She is a published writer, she has a website, paper beats world, which is her blog, and I haven't talked to her in a while (1-1/2 years to be exact) yes I am sensitive about it, but I won't act like it.

Thanks for reading this! moms blog[CBS

report on my stepdad.](https://www.google.com/amp/s/pittsburgh.cbslocal.com/2018/05/01/garrett-luttrell-child-sexual-assault/amp/)