Over and over

Im asking all the people who join randoms not people with a full squad and mics. Does anyone else feel like the raid is just something to do? In the sense that there isnt an end goal? The last few days ive constantly been trying to do the raid joining different groups just for someone to drop out or there isnt any communication aside from text chat. I join a group and try to stick it out but once you get to the boss its almost impossible to do. Now yes I did beat BAAL by just text chat but that was dumb luck we actually made it. All ive really been doing is repeating the same thing over and over. The times ive found a group that had mics they didnt speak english. I want to enjoy the raid, but all Ive done is beat one boss and continuously start over from square one. I feel like im just wasting my time.