Relapse-apse-apse-apse

This is another one of those posts where a guy relapses and drowns in self pity, crying out how he's never gonna make it and always gonna be depressed... and stuff.

On a rather serious note, this time right now is not a very good time for me. Things were doing great at work and personally... until I got noticed that my grandma has cancer. Then, my gf broke up. So yeah... In any case, yes, I did just relapse. But no, Im not gonna be a bitch about it. I am not gonna lose my momentum. Things are still more or less going forward at work, albeit... slower... But as long as life is going forward it IS going forward.

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I need to be accountable tho, that little bit extra that pushes me a little bit harder.

That's why I came back here.

My brothers and sister, treat me as hard as you wish.