21[m4M] Beta looking for genuine friendship with an Alpha

Hi there! You might know me as a sissy, a femboy or perhaps a beta. Well, today I want to focus on the latter and do some things differently. I'd like to not have a solely humiliation centric play this time around. In fact, I would prefer a chat filled with affection, positivity and encouragement! What about you might ask? Well, this is where it gets spicy!

Perhaps you've heard of gooning before. The whole masturbation/porn addict thing. Well that is in essence what I am looking for! But instead of being cussed out as a beta loser, I'd like to be appreciated as one! Think about it, there is so much porn out there, somebody must watch it! Somebody must worship all those sexy porn gods and godesses with endless edging. That's right, that's what we betas do!

I myself am bisexual, so I have a few added benefits for an alpha. I am not at all against dressing up pretty, sucking cock and taking it up my cute little hole. I also have a huge thing for being called gay and a faggot! So there should definitely be lots of cocks in my porn diet. While I am up for getting fucked too in our play, it's not what I'd like to focus on with this. I'd like for us to build a friendship and to share with each other. You encourage me to keep having that sweet beta sex and I encourage you to keep being an alpha!

Hope this made sense to some person out there! If you're interested and would like to talk feel free to message me! I'm not looking to roleplay and I'm not looking for other betas (sorry!)