Recent thoughts.

I started as a hardcore atheist only believing in science and logic. But as of lately, i have had some issues in life. I have had an injury and i feel as if its the universe/Gods way of punishing me for being such a way. I have reached out to my grandparents about this revelation and they are supporting such thoughts. I'm starting to believe that a belief is not stupid, but provides purpose and guidance. Who really knows right? I used to be hardcore atheist and 'roast' a lot of the catholic people i know. But from recent experiences, it seems appealing. I was just wondering if anyone on here has had similar experiences, because i did NOT expect to be thinking like this. Also, ive started opening my mind and viewing it from their perspective. Realistically, the coincidence of the universe seems unfathomable. I really am starting to think religion is significant and relates to that coincidence. (BTW i am mostly referring to Catholicism, which is my background before being Atheist).