Accepting that I might have an Ed

I got married this year and it ended up being a huge trigger for my Ed. As I lost the weight over this past year (slowly, interestingly enough) I grew increasingly fearful of gaining it back and not fitting in my dress. 🤷‍♀️ Now that the wedding is over I still don’t want to gain weight back despite everyone around me saying I ‘should’. I’m not an underweight bmi, I think people are just used to seeing my chubbier? Anyway, I don’t really know what else to say other than I’ll likely be posting here more often now that I’ve recognized I might have an Ed.