Going into my 3rd week, can someone help me with this negative thought I keep having?

At times, I get depressed and ask myself what’s the point of staying sober. Same shitty job, still broke, still sleeping on my parents couch, still have a ton of problems, there’s no progress. Is this it? What’s so amazing about being sober? At least before I’d feel good sometimes now it’s just a constant depressed numbness.

So that’s a space my mind wanders to sometimes. I stop and remind myself that I’m being ungrateful, and that I’m blessed to have a job, responsibilities, and family that cares about my well being but still I’ve just been feeling really depressed lately. Thanks for any replies.