I have been told I'm complicated and what i say, do and think are totally different.

I am a 25 year old guy. I am confident and I have no problem talking to women and befriending them and/or take it further. I had relationships with some amazing women, beautiful, friendly and great personality but all goes down the drain.

The problem is that whenever I start to get emotionally involved with someone. I start screwing up things and eventually things end. It's not fair to me and her. I am especially in pain for the past few relationships as they came and went really fast. I mean, one ended and the other would begin.

I have been told that I have a complicated personality and what i say, what i do and what i think are totally distant. I don't get bothered by things that are said to me but the latter really got to me because I think it's true.

I don't know whats wrong with me and I don't know what to do.

I have had a troublesome childhood I can't share the details of what happened but i feel like i have undealt baggage.

Any insight would be appreciated, any advice would be helpful. Help is appreciated.