Today is a sad day

Today would have been our 13th wedding anniversary. I started the morning by posting a message on his memorialized Facebook page. Then I played several songs from our wedding and sang them to him just like I did while I held his hand while he was dying the morning of his death I have just been crying all morning. I haven’t cried like this for awhile. I think I have stopped myself from crying, holding on to it until today. I miss him so damn much.