Love struck

Do you ever see someone and think how wonderful they are? I’ve got this crush on a guy and well that’s how it is for me. When I look at him I see just how amazing he is. My friends say he’s ugly but he’s handsome in my eyes. Sure, objectively speaking he is average looking but for some reason whenever I see him I feel like I’m staring at the most beautiful and perfect human on Earth. It’s almost like I can see his heart of gold. Every single thing my friends criticize him for I see the best in it. For example, he has big ears and to my friends it looks weird and people tease him about it but to me they are adorable. It’s something that makes him unique and I’d wish he’d realize that instead of feeling embarrassed. On top of that, he is such a nice, caring, polite, smart, athletic, and friendly guy. I don’t think I’ll ever find someone as perfect as him. Yet, I know I I’ll never say a word to him. Ahhh the struggles of having mental health issues and a bad homelife. It’s alright, I’ll just stare from afar and hope that one day someone else will see what I do and appreciate him for who he is.