I lost my virginity to a prostitute

TL;DR at the bottom

A few months ago I (M,22) went with 3 friends to a 5 day vacation in Prague. We had lots of fun and it was a great experience overall.

One evening we went to a club, danced, drank beer and all that, and after a few hours my friends had enough and said they want to go back to the hotel. I didn't feel as tired so I told them that I'll be staying some more, and since the hotel was a walking distance from the club, and I wasn't too drunk they said ok and left.

After about half an hour I had enough as well and left. As I exited the club a man approached me and offered me free entry to a nearby stripclub (happened often, but we usually just ignore them).

Now, before I continue I think I should clarify that the furthest I ever been with a girl before that was kissing when I was 18. I wouldn't say I'm ugly, but I have very low confidence when it comes to hitting on women.

So I went with the man to the stripclub (which was just outside the club I was in), and not long after entering one of the strippers approached me and asked how much money I have. Told her I have 500 crowns (around 30 USD) on me and she said it was enough for a 7 minute lap dance, so I agreed and we went to a side room.

After the lap dance I stayed a bit more and watched the stripper that was on the stage, and as I sat there it dawned on me the realisation that war can break out any day back where I live and I can die there easily, and I didn't want to die a virgin, and this might be my last chance of losing it.

I think at this point I'll remimd you I was still kinda drunk.

So I went back to the hotel, got 2000 crowns (the price for 15 minutes with a prostitute) from my suitcase, went back to the stripclub, and got a room with one of the strippers.

The experience overall was pretty awful. She blowed me a bit and then she laid on the bed and said we could only do it missionary, and she didn't do much beside laying there and making a few sounds as I fucked her. I didn't even cum (neither did she, obviously) when the time was up so she let me try and jerk it off while she got dressed, and she tried helping a bit herself by jerking me, blowing a bit and letting me touch her tits. Didn't work either so I just gave up.

Every day that passes I wish I wouldn't have done that. I know I shouldn't put that much significance on losing my virginity, but I'd still prefer to lose it to some meaningless one night stand than how I ended up losing it. Wish I would have never entered that stripclub, even if it means i'd still be a virgin.

Promised myself I'd never tell anybody about it, and if anyone asks me I'm still a virgin.

TL;DR- Went to a stripclub in prague, feared it can be my last chance of losing my virginity, so I paid for a prostitute. It was an awful experience and I regret all of it.