Don't overcomplicate it -a success story

Every "successful" person applying Neville's methods says it; get you back, and you get that thing you want.
That's it!
And those really are the success stories we all need to hear.

"Successful" is up there in quotation marks, because we are all manifesting all the time. We are all super successful, it's just that for a lot of us, we don't think of ourselves as successful manifestors, because we're not getting the results we really want. That's because -without fail on these situations- we're focusing on our fears, our anxieties, worse case scenario... we're living in our old story.

I was, and I manifested a situation that is not my desired outcome. I was testing the law for silly little things and not-so-silly things (it's all one, right?!) so I knew it worked, I was doing SATS, I was addressing underlying negative beliefs in a general sense -but I still wasn't living fully as God.
I had let so many doubts creep in. I had persistent thoughts like 'this is the one area of my life I can't do this with!' and 'why do these things keep happening to me?' and... wait! Happening to me?! I should be the one deciding how things are going to be!!

The situation that I did not like did a two things for me:

1. It showed me that damn girl, you can manifest!! I could trace this to thoughts I'd had, beliefs I had, doubts & anxiety. This was something I'd feared happening, tried to brush past being like 'it's fine, it's fine!!! I don't believe that!!!' without really confronting what I was thinking, and without putting myself in the damn driver seat. We are manifesting ALL THE TIME. Where your attention and feelings go, the 3D will follow.
2. I surprisingly did NOT accept it. When it happened, sure, there was about half an hour where I was like 'fuck fuck fuck this isn't right!!! *cry cry cry*' because I'm human. But then I realised that I would NOT accept this. This was NOT right indeed! I ignored it.
   And I made a promise to myself; I would get exactly what I wanted. There was no other option.

Other times in my life when I got things I really wanted ('big' things), it was always ALWAYS because I believed that whatever it was, it was mine and that I deserved it. Even at times when I kind of doubted if I deserved it, I thought things like "well someone has to get it, why not me" or "I saw two magpies, I'm going to have this" or "My horoscope said it, so it's going to work out!", whatever. There was no other option, it just was mine.
And at the same time, I knew I would live without it. It sounds like a contradiction, until you realise that it's only that you will live perfectly fine without it because you know it's going to be your reality at some point. You don't need proof from the external, you just know you're going to have it.

So what I did was:
-I started coaching with Bryan. I had a session and he kicked my ass right into gear. He helped me realise that no matter what question I had, the answer would always be the same thing. Persist in the belief, live in the end, EIYPO: I AM GOD!
He helped me 'go all in', because it's not about knowing this law and wringing your hands when something doesn't go your way. PICK YOURSELF UP AND DO THE WORK!! Do you want this or not?! If you want it, get it.
-I read and listened to Neville's words. The importance of this cannot be stressed enough, because his words are distilled, clear, and literally all you need. JUST READ NEVILLE/LISTEN TO THE AUDIOBOOKS AND LISTEN TO THE LECTURES, DAMMIT! There is a reason we're all here under his name!!!
-I followed a mental diet that focused on ME. I am powerful, I am magic, I am God, etc etc. Anytime I thought of my situation, I thought positively about it. I knew that dwelling on anything that wasn't what I wanted to think about was just not helpful, so I didn't. But I also didn't think of it as something I couldn't have; it is something that I deserve, it is something that is mine.

What happened was:
-My thoughts fluctuated the first few days -I felt angry sometimes (WHY WOULD THIS NEGATIVE THING HAPPEN TO ME?!?!) or sad, or whatever, until I acknowledged that that is my ego. Let it go, get over yourself. It's serving nobody if it's not getting the result I want. I focused on really feeling the mantras -I am powerful, I am God, I am love, etc etc. I tried to (internally) strut a bit -hey, everything works out for me!
-I went back to the 'future memories' and SATS, visualising a perfect scene where I remembered my desired outcome. Super! I 'remembered' these because they are great scenes, and it feels good. I wasn't doing it specifically to get a result from them.
-One morning, I forgot I was 'manifesting' and my thoughts for a while were exactly as they were when the situation was what I wanted it to be. I was just going about my business as if this was already 3D reality. I kept going with my beliefs, I embodied what I wanted to be.
-The next morning, I forgot about the situation altogether. I didn't think of it at all! As though it was just something super normal in my life, I focused on other things I needed to do. When it hit me, I thought 'huh. And here I am still living' ;)
So I thought to myself, I could literally do anything, have anything and anyone... this situation I really want to turn around? it is one of many I could have. And also, why on earth would it be an exception to the law I have proven and witnessed time and time again? Yeah, it isn't!!

And that's it, there is my success story.
I used to squirm reading other people celebrating getting themselves back as their main success, when they were wanting an SP or a job or money or whatever. I used to squirm because the thought of letting go a bit, not thinking all the time about my desired outcome and CRUSHING THOSE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS ALL THE TIME GRRRR! (but lets face it, if you're 'crushing' those thoughts every single minute/hour/day, then you fear them and believe them more than the opposite truths)... that was a scary thought. And that meant that I was not where I needed to be.

Now I feel like myself, and the 'me' that is at my best.
I know I can get whatever I want.
I've let go of looking for proof in the 3D. I've let go of needing to have something by a certain time because it proves something. The only thing I need to work on now is enjoying feeling God-like and in control! I only need to work on choosing what I want to show up, because it will. I only need to focus on what I choose to have in my life, not 'how to turn things around' or whatever.
And so, I've let go of so much weight and worry and stress and constant obsessive thoughts.
I feel radiant, I feel powerful, I feel in control.

I KNOW my desired outcome is going to happen.
It's going to happen because I say it is. I am happy, I am free, I can have anything I want.
My next update will just be my desired outcome, blah blah blah.
I have myself back, I am on the pedestal (anyone else see themselves literally on a Greek column?? Golden light and breeze in your hair?? Ha!), I BELIEVE IN MYSELF. My power is infinite.

Tl;dr: READ NEVILLE. What you assume will manifest, so put your thoughts where they need to be. THERE ARE NO EXCEPTIONS! YOU'RE GOD, REMEMBER THAT.