The suffering we create by being alive
Every single day I kill billions of life forms just by breathing. As a vegan I subject many innocent animals to death when my food gets harvested. Literal wageslaves pick my bananas and create my clothes. By working a job to sustain myself I give legitimacy to corrupt capitalistic markets. By driving there I pollute the world even more, and the same happens no matter how I spend my paycheck. And the best I could hope to archieve in life, which likely will not happen, is saving maybe a few people, thereby prolonging their suffering. I inflict so much suffering each day, and I will never not be avle to so as long as I survive. Why wuld the utilitarian viewpoint of someone who wants to do the best thing, the most noble thing that helps the most life, not be to just quit life? This is purely hypothetical and does not condone suicide in any way.
Posted Mar 3, 2020, 10:58 AM UTC · edited
A few things:
All Suffering is temporary
You have the opportunity to make the world a much better place.
You are already here. I know you are not saying this but as you know, trying to end it would take any pain you feel and magnify it 100,000 times to those around you. It would be making things so much worse for the world. If you care about suffering, which I believe you do... that would be the worst thing possible. Tim Ferris’ thoughts on suicide is pretty good and a pretty crazy story of why he is still here today with a strange coincidence at his library and also what seems trivial to us but was very real and painful to him at the time https://www.google.com/amp/s/tim.blog/2015/05/06/how-to-commit-suicide/amp/
You say you literally kill billions of life forms by breathing... Are you causing suffering to these life forms? Are these advanced enough to actually “suffer”?
You are definitely looking at the glass as half empty. The problem is that in this analogy, someone who looks at the glass half empty is “right” but they forget about the people who are “right” about it being half full.
I will admit that if I believed there was nothing after this life it would be a lot more daunting. I firmly believe there is more than just this life.
I disagree that the best you could hope to achieve is to save a few lives. Think of the flip side... if it is as bad as you say... then little things will make a huge difference. For example, I have thought about if I convince just 2000 people to give up only half their meat consumption, that would save over a million animals from going through factory farms. That is doable with compassion and a way to spread anti-speciesist ideas (not to mention investing in cultured meat could prevent billions or trillions of animals from going through factory farms.
I normally would not say something like this but have you read the three gospels and particularly the Sermon on the Mount? Even if I was an atheist I would say this is the best teaching I have ever heard. There is going to be suffering but what do we do with this suffering? “Is God to Blame” and the problem of suffering - https://reknew.org/book/is-god-to-blame-moving-beyond-pat-answers-to-the-problem-of-suffering/
Helping others is a great way to dedicate your life and small acts make a huge difference.
Don’t give up. There is much suffering you have yet to help alleviate and the world needs you.