Day 1 [25M]

Hey everyone,

This isn’t my first time here. A little background about me is that I’ve been sexually abused when I’m as younger and I never had sex ed in school, so I grew up with porn as my sex ed, like so many of us here, and I’ve grown to develop unhealthy fantasies.

It’s been a very long journey fighting my sexual urges, and thoughts, however I am slowly getting better. The last time around I got to 65 days, and trust me that is a HUGE accomplishment for me. I’ve been trying to do this for about 4 or 5 years. The second best streak I have is 14 days but that was on NoFap.

I believe in pornfree more, as I think we all need to fulfill some sexual urges, or we’ll go crazy. After my 65 day streak I took a break, and now I’ve slipped through the dark hole of porn again.

I’m having many intrusive thoughts and would like to get back to a clean habit. I want to eventually quit porn for life. I can only hope this is when I’ll do it. Wish me luck!