I just want to forget I'm trans

I hate always thinking about something to do with me being trans every day.

I don't want to think about how there's people who've dedicated their lives to hating on me anymore.

I don't want to think about all the things I'm never going to be able to do anymore.

I don't want to think about my dysphoria or how awful my body is anymore.

I don't want to think about any of this stuff anymore, these are the kind of things that are on my mind every day but I can't seem to get my mind off them.

I just want to forget.