just . a thought . . !!!!!

i already asked him to prom and he’s still on the fence on whether or not he wants to go at all and i will 110% respect his time and choice of going to prom or not and everything but i think it would be fun to go on a date with him . he lives pretty nearby compared to other classmates of mine and despite the 6+ hour gaps between his responses , i think we are going well . i have still yet to talk to him at school but i can only see him if i time my exit JUST RIGHT so i catch him just before lunch . sometimes he goes down the stairs that i go up through and we have made eye contact then :-) even though i froze like a deer in headlights bc he looked really cute in that day’s hoodie and also because i was not expecting to see him at all !!! but yeah i think it would be fun to go on a date with him .

conversation-wise , i think we click very well and are responsive to any and everything we have to say !!! one time , i even asked what might have been the DUMBEST question , along the lines of What R Ur Fav Plants . and he actually ANSWERED it without hesitation . thats one of the reasons why i like him . he doesnt ask questions about the things i ask him and he never hesitates to add detail in his answers . other guys that my friends like , if they ask them Hi How Was Your Day ? , all they’ll get back is an It Was Fine or Im Good . with him , an answer could be like Today Was Pretty Slow , Super Fucking Cold And I Almost Fell Asleep In English But Other That That Pretty Good ! and i LOVEEEEE it . because its so NOT boring . never a one word response , always asks followup questions , everything anyone could want in a conversation partner <3 .

i just think we could benefit from talking irl . because you cant leave someone on delivered in PERSON . however , i recognize that this is the timeline / universe that im stuck in , and in another one not too far away , we’ve already been on a date ( with the car that i was actually able to have haha ) and we are mutually looking forward to prom night !!!!! ive grown to really like this guy i think . not that i didnt like him before , but all i knew was that he looked incredible in his school picture this year and seemed TOTALLY my type . as of currently knowing his birth chart and our week long conversations on a topic that started the wednesday before , i think that its safe to say that he really is . my type hahahahaha . i love that i was able to ask him to prom , i love that i can technically talk to him whenever id like , and i look forward to the day i can fully say sth along the lines of “ i love my prom date / prom night / b*yfriend “ and yeah haha

thats it , thank you for listening <3